Late Night Thoughts

My sleeping schedule is sooo messed up right now. I went to bed at 6am last night and I never wake up before 2pm every day. It’s so bad and I hate it. I have to fix this before school starts up again since I have an 8am on Tues/Thurs…ugh. Actually, I wanna fix this asap cause I hate waking up with half the day already gone. 

Since its the new year and all I figured I should have some sort of goal to fulfill. All I really want to do is take more action in school, my health, relationships…everything! 

I said this before last semester started, but I’m really determined to put even MORE effort into my schoolwork for this coming semester. God knows how much time I put into studying/homework last semester, but I know I can do more than that. I really want to start my work earlier than usual to make it easier for me in the long run. I need to do this especially for physics because I did not take that class seriously at all last semester. No slacking off next semester! I also want to get involved in more on-campus activities or whatever. I wanna go to more school events/forums/etc. I want to expand my mind. 

Everyone knows how much of a sucky immune system I have, but surprisingly I haven’t been sick since the first week of school last semester. I really don’t know how I did it, but I really want to keep that up. That means I have to eat healthy, get enough sleep, and all of that good stuff. Somewhat related to this, I also want to get back to how I looked freshmen year of college. For some odd reason the freshmen 15 decided to creep up on me junior year. What. The. Heck. Happened?! I want to eat better. Oh please God help me with this because you know how much food I am capable of devouring in a single day. I have to readjust my mindset as well as my stomach for this. And I need to keep working out. Gym, walk/bus instead of driving, take the stairs…anything! I can’t be lazy!

I feel that in order for me to do these things I’ve already mentioned to my maximum capability, I need to cut down on leisure/party time. This will leave me more time to do work and get things done. Also leisure/party time = food/draanks, which means more damage to my health/body. So if I cut down on this it’ll be easier for me to maintain my health and make working out more efficient. But all this doesn’t mean I’ll be a prude and not have fun. I only have a year and a half left of college, so I have to make the best of it!

I love the people in my life, but sometimes I get a little too distracted with what’s going on in my life that I tend to stray away from some people/groups of people. Therefore, I really want to reconnect with people I’ve sort of lost touch with, grow closer to friends I have now, and maintain the relationships with people I am close to. And since I apparently look/seem like a bitch to some people at first, I want to be more approachable. Guess I gotta start walking around with a smile on my face 24/7…but c’mon, who the eff really does that?! 

I guess what I’m trying to say is that I wanna be a better person overall (not that I was a sucky person last year). There’s always room for improvement. Let’s see how well I fulfill these goals of mine.